After numerous years of being lost within myself, I knew it was time to find not only myself, but my faith in the Lord again. I have attended some services at a few local churches that just didn't seem to fit; and a friend suggested I try a more updated church like Christian City. So here I am.
Recently, I have realized, in order to fully let go of my past and the things that weigh on my heart, mind, and spirit; I have to fully let go. I can't continue to hold on to certain pieces, if I wish to let go of all the bad and negative parts of my past. In order to let go of the pieces that frighten me, keep me inhibited, insecure, or direct negative actions in my life; I have to even let go of the small things and allow myself to begin to heal.
I have made numerous mistakes throughout life, and not only pushed away, but hurt the people that mean the most to me. I've purposely pushed them in ways I knew would test their love and friendships. They have continued to stand by me, supporting me in every mistake; every time I pushed and strained our relationship, and every time I had to ask for their forgiveness. They deserve a better daughter, sister, mother, and best friend. There is no way I can ever express in words, how much I appreciate their patience, understanding, and support. It is through their guidance and support that I have finally realized that what needs to change, is within myself. My past is horrible, even frightening to some, but it is just that, the past, and to move on with a bright future, I have to leave it in the past.
I know it will take a lot of hard work and searching within myself for the strength and courage; but with the help of the good Lord, my family, and my true friends, I know I can overcome this struggle. In time, I will become a stronger, and better person. The damage inside me will heal, and hopefully, I will be able to start to repair all the damage I have caused to my loved ones. I know they stand by me, just as the good Lord does, through unconditional love. In time, my unconditional love, for them all, will radiate and shine, just as their's does for me, everyday!
Where am I connected at the C3 Church:
A close friend of mine is a member here. He has seen the struggle I have within myself, to change and become a better person; and my desire to finally bring the good Lord back into my life, and spirit. He describes C3 as a large, close family, and I believe with the support of so many that my struggle will only become that much easier.
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I am a grandmother now. He just turned a year old on July 24...and he is the light of my life. From the very moment I saw him, he had me completely wrapped. Just the thought of my "lil munchkin" makes me smile and warms my heart.
Just saw your posting for the Everywoman meeting tonight. This comes from the verse in Habakkuk 2:2 where it says to "write the vision, make it plain". What you'll want to do for the Dream Sheet is write down your dreams/visions/goals that you want to see happen in your life. Some will be long-term, many will be short-term. Jill will pray over them tonight. We've been doing this for several years now, and it's amazing how many testimonies we have heard (and I have personally experienced) through that time. So come with your dreams in hand and with faith in your heart, and just wait to see what the Lord will do!
Hello, missed the cave this morning but great seeing you--wanted to talk but spilled coffee all over my shirt and was embarrassed so hurried out, by the time I was clean couldn't find you. Are you coming on Thursday?
Don't you just love this website? I looked you up also last night but didn't send a comment--did make note that you drive all the way from McDonough after a day of work to worship and get the Word with our Tribe. I look forward to seeing you on Wednesdays also.
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Jenny and I may be interested in one of the persian rugs. Do you have some photos or a location we can go look?
Thanks,
Brian
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